Thursday, September 3, 2009 5:55 AM
Today the new SC's wore their ties *clap clap*. I wonder how they survive now that every flagraising is in the parade rectangle. Anw, I was a little emo tis morn cos they wore their ties but after that, I was as cheerful as ever. Tis is probably cos of the fact that time heals but erm... it was only like, one day... Anw, Tune in to this blog as I describe one of our choir members every post. It may not be 100% accurate but still... its meant to be funny. Today, we'll start with HUANGTAO.
HUANGTAO (a.k.a BOUNCY): A very friendly giant that resembles my bolster. Has a very high pitched voice and screeches all the time. Loves to poke his own belly and poke others. Laughs at the mention of the phrase " your mum". Likes to hug ppl WITHOUT permission. Makes fun of his cheeks. Grins like a banana with teeth( but a banana would be too small to describe him). Longs to kiss a certain
CHAN one day. waddles about like a duck which leads to certain disaster.
Arch-enemy(BGR): WILSON TOH
Arch-enemieS(choir): Darius and Yongxin(He calls them the "meanest pair in choir)
Is afraid of: History Teacher, Darius, Yongxin, Frying pans, Fire(even candle flames melt him)
NOTE: THIS IS MEANT TO BE FOR
FUN, NOT TO INSULT.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 5:34 AM
Today, I was pissed again. Not pissed with anyone else but just me and me alone...
Today I was looking at the Goals part of the poster the school distributed at the start of the year to be pasted at the class notice board. I was scanning through the goals of my other classmates and then i saw mine. On the words of that piece of paper was "Top 10 in class".
I then started to realise how slack i was for the past 9 months. I had no motivation, no goal, no target. There was no direction i wanted to go, just drifting as the wind carried me... My graded assignments were mostly 'b's with a few 'A's and my test results about the same. Some classmates tried damn hard to achieve that same result but they did try their best whereas i did not. I didnt even give in my best, so I didnt think a deserved it. Those classmates were like very satisfied whereas i felt 'so-so'.
I feel its all about how i view things and my mindset. I never used to slack as much in my primary school days. I was practically a mugger at that time, studying on the bus as well. My goal was to get in to DHS and yep, i achieved it but now there's no goaland there'snothin to achieve, thats why i am so slack.
Even in choir... There was a time where I was one of the first to finish PT but now, I seem to come up with excuses FOR MYSELF such as " I sprained my ankle" or "I have a cough" so that i can slack.
I usually have some bursts of motivation but they are damn short. usually for about 4 days or so but they are effective cos the assignments I get during that span always get 'A's. Its probably cos I have this mindset that 'Nothing in this world is perfect' and so I don't strive for perfection. Or maybe its just that I'm too "bo-chap".
I hope that today I will finally realise my goal and strive to achieve it although its quite late already
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 3:02 AM
Now its made official. The president of the council put my name out of the list. Grats to you lucky arses who made it in. Damn all those who caused my name to be out of that effing list. Damn all of you who made me have to put on this condemned mask to cover up my real emotions. I swear i'll try again next year but if the idiots continue to put my name out of the effing list, I'll curse silently for the whole of next year. Maybe once this anger subsides, I'll be able to view things more clearly. But still, I find no comfort in self-consoled sentences and that's why I am still so pissed. In conclusion, Damnit.